She is still alive in my eyes...

Two years ago, I was in Baroda, searching for a better future. Now also I am doing the same. But things are different now days. There I was completely new. First time in my life I had been to a beautiful city. Earlier I was in villages, Notified areas and towns but in the city first time. Yes I had been to Solapur, pune, Mumbai, Kolkata, Bangalore, Hyderabad, Goa, but there I was with my group.


Some places during my industrial tour and some places during my NCC days. But there I was a free bird, staying with my Aunt. My aunt is a teacher and my uncle is in Indian Air Force and they have a cute daughter, who is about nine years old now. On those days I was alone at the home, with a little pressure of unemployment.


My uncle always left his motor cycle for me and he used to go by cycle. My aunt cooked good foods for me. I used to get one interview call on every two days. I have cleared my interviews and failed also. Some where I didn’t like their police & culture and some where they didn’t. After few days I got the job in Vcan Technology but I left that with in three working days, because I could not settled with the company’s culture and my profile as well.


Few days after I got a call from Frankfinn Institute for Management Trainee. I went there and saw the front desk operator, Miss Bhawana Alhuwalia. Beautiful eyes, glowing skin, pinkies lips, black hair and good figure. You can say a complete package of beauty. I went there and …

Me: “Good Morning”

Bhawana: “Very good morning, sir. May I help you?” (What a sweet voice! I had gone mad there.) But patiently I asked…

Me: “I am Ashish, came for the interview.”

Bhawana: “sir, may I have your call letter along with your CV.” (What has happened to me! Why I have never seen her before! Why God has created such a dynamite and breathless personalities! If God would be in the earth then he would have fall in love with this girl.) I was just staring at her with a pleasant smile.
Me: Sure. “Sir, fill the form and wait for my call.” She said. (I didn’t want to leave that place but I have to.) I sat on the sofa, where I asked to sit, and I dreamt a lot about her. A sweet voice broke my dream, “Mr. Ashish, you can go in.”
(Why she said me to go in? I don’t to attend the interview. But I can’t stay there. So I decided to do the job there.) I went in but my mind was at the front desk. Thinking about the Dream girl.


The interview has done. I got selected for the post, I have applied. The interviewer asked my opinion to join the organization and I said, “From tomorrow.” She typed my offer letter and appointment letter. I came out and shacked hand with Bhawana and with no interest I returned to home. I purchased some new clothes, shoes and perfumes with my uncle.


On the next day, I went earlier means at 9 O’clock. That is my joining day. My boss was absent on that day. I reported to my trainer, a beautiful lady, but not beautiful than Bhawana. I have waited for her till the lunch break. During this time I grew up my friendship with the admin, Hitesh Bhai. We went for lunch together, there I asked him about Bhawana. He said she was on leave that day. A pathetic day for me. Anyhow I managed the day and returned home in the evening. On the next day, when I entered into the office I saw at the front desk and I relived. I signed on the register book and with out saying any thing I went to my work station. After few minutes, my boss with Bhawana came to me and made both introduced. She asked Bhawana to introduce me with other employs. I thanked my boss; at least unknowingly she understood me and my feelings. On that day we shared a lot time together.


Next day when I came to office, the guard said today is off.
I asked, “Why?” “for the next four days it is off because of Diwali.” I had no interest in Diwali, I was dreaming about that girl only. I said, “Thanks” and with a great upset I returned to home. I spent four restless days, when I came early to office on the other day; found every body was in informal. Actually we had a party, a get to gather meeting. So my boss came and called off the work and expected us to meet at the Suryansh Hotel at afternoon. We all went to home. I dressed well and before time I reached at the venue.


My entire colleague had been with their partners or relatives. We shared light jokes with each other. Bhawana entered into the party with some one. She was looking more beautiful than an angel. I wanted to share some moments with her but she had a guardian. Still I went there and introduced my self; soon my boss asked every one on the floor for dance. I asked Bhawana, she danced with me, I felt like a king. No no not king, more than a king.


The session was over and everybody joined in the cocktail party, where each one has to go to the stage and tell some thing new about him/her. People went and spoke about them but my interest was Bhawana. Finally she went to the stage, I was dreaming. Said she is going to marry soon and that man was her would be husband. I was shocked and choked. I felt very upset and speechless. I didn’t even go to the stage. My colleague called my name several time but I was starting to off. I left the party with out saying anything to any one. On the next day I didn’t even go to the office. I got a call from my Boss on that evening, and I said I left the job.


After few days I left Baroda and came to Bangalore. But I can never forget Bhawana. She is still alive in my eyes.